Just One More .. ..

Well I had this title ready for a blog and now with everything that has happened you can forget the ONE more!
Originally the one more was for one more baby. I would love to have just one more but I know that is absolutely impossible. What's the point??!! Honestly what is the point? Mark doesn't want any more children he has enough and I totally understand that. I was warned not to have any more anyway because of how sick I was when I had the little dude so it's silly to even want to put my life at risk.
Women are breeders aren't they? I can't even do that anymore. I'm REDUNDANT .. a broken incubator. I'm not worth a thing anymore.

What's going to happen the next time I get clucky? It's no wonder I'm an emotional wreck at times. Sheesh I just cannot win.