I thought I was doing the right thing trying on a shirt to see if it still fit before I bothered to iron it. Well I tried it on and it didn't fit! Gosh I hate it! I'm too fat! I either need to lose weight (which I am NOT motivated to do) or buy some NEW FAT clothes!
This is so depressing and disheartening. Yes I know Mark said he doesn't mind how I look but I do. Gosh I didn't think I was that bad but it's now obvious that I am. I just feel I've let myself down.
Sometimes I think why even bother to do anything .. .. ..it never turns out the way I hoped it would
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