Golly I didn't realise that its been so long since I have written anything here. Guess I have had other things on my mind then huh. I've been busy sewing & doing applique, being with the boys, playing games, going to Church and other things. I've got some photos to upload too but I just don't have the motivation to do much of anything at the moment.
I have made Mark and the boys some boxer shorts. Angus has been lucky enough to get the most made for him as he is a smaller size than everyone else and there has been just enough material left over to make some for him. He of course thinks its great that Mum has made more things for him than anyone else.
I popped in to visit the new Nursery Leader today. She's my new boss I guess you could say. She has come in so full of energy and she has some great ideas that she wants to implement. It's great that there is someone who is so dedicated and wants to make Nursery so exciting for the kids. It makes me feel like I am inadequate and definitely not motivated to work with the same level of energy that she has. It makes me think of something that the Bishop said the other week. Maybe I should ask to give up my calling. I'm not worthy enough to hold it. In fact there have been times over the past few weeks that I think that if I didn't have this calling I would go to Church as often as I do. I know I need to go for the boys sake if not for my own. I just feel indifferent I guess you could call it. I don't want to sound totally apathetic because I'm not .. well I don't think I am. I just don't know any more. Maybe I need to send my spirit sister an email. She might be able to help me a little bit.
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