It's the first weekend of the holidays!

OMGosh I've made it through the first weekend of the holidays! I just hope now that I have said this I haven't jinxed myself rofl

Yesterday I actually got to stay at home ALL day without having to go anywhere and it felt really good to have a day at home. That honestly isn't something I have been able to do for ages. Mark was kind enough to go into town and do all the running around that was needed .. foodbank, groceries, etc.

Today it was just the boys and I at Church. Mark stayed home because he wasn't feeling 100%. I really don't like going alone with the boys. Mainly because I get worried that they may misbehave and cause a bit of chaos but today they were pretty good although the big fella was extremely loud & vocal (which isn't really new for him).
The main messages today were about charity and prayer. Gosh I keep thinking about prayer and how I am NOT good at it. I'll talk with Heavenly Father no worries and will have many private prayers with him but to actually say them out loud is such a hard thing for me to do. I know I should be able to do it at home but I just find it so hard. I know Mark and the boys wont say anything even if I stuff up and make mistakes with prayers but it is still such a huge issue for me. For me though, I think that when I do say them out loud for the family it makes them extra special because I have gone outside my own comfort zone and said something. I just need the confidence to say them more often, the family ones that is. I'm working on it .. slowly.